" if u fail, den u wont have to study anymore!"

wow... wut a nice compliment... thanks...
i've been working so hard to live up to ur expectation...
i still struggle to strive for the best when ppl are juz trying to pass in order to aim for the scholarship...
for all these years, tat is what i'm doing... i might not be the greatest but at least not tat bad..
other than dealing with all these stresses i gave myself,
i have to deal with my personal emotions, getting myself out of my depression in the same time...
all u've seen is tat i am being playful all the time!!!

but the fact is i have worked even with sleepless nights to maintain my grades...
this is in fact my first and only time i hav the feeling of failing this subject...
but i tried, i juz don kno why the hell my brain and my hand arent working together and leading to this stupid careless mistake tat brought me to this border line...

yes i have been partying a lot in this holz but is juz cz i felt really stress out for my entire sem...
is NOT that i didnt work hard enough!!!!
thanks a lot for tat wonderful heart stabbing compliment!!!!