tell me i'm cruel, tell me i'm cold blooded, tell me my heart is ugly....

i''m just another normal gal....
i can stand up strong to the results i want,
but i still deserve to have time of breaking down....
i'm not tat perfect...
PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my love,
i cant see how this will work... not a single day i wont think about this...
despite the road further, the simple things i wanted for all these years cant be reached still...
although a lot of adjustment have been made, problems still remained....
i am scared to walk further down, not wanting to fall off the cliff that is unable to survive anymore....
take me as being very very selfish...
maybe this is the best now....


xoxo,
lost girl