as i once said, the damages have been done~~
there is nothing can be done~
but when the emotions are here, is still hard to cope with that....

i never put it on the radio doesnt mean u can have ur wild guess of me having a perfect life...
i never shown slight emotion to u all because u have no idea at all of what is going on...
to me, is my problem that i wont need to contaiminate our relationships with these grieve...
but how can u jus making assumptions of urs on me tat easily??
what makes u think that just with a few sentences or even few hours of stories u can judge me??

again... damages are already there....
i am thankful for those who are with me all the time and be my backbone when i collapse~~
to be my calcium i need to strengthen my bones and stand up once again~~~
thanks for those who would suddenly tot of me...

if the question to me is am i okay?
i would tell u guys that i am a lot of things, people...
i am tired, i am frustated, i am sad, i am happy;
i am a million different things everyday of the week,
and i suppose OK is one of them...

thanks for being with there for me, physically or mentally...
i do feel ur presence, ur care, ur love.....
*huggies* i love u guys so much...!!!
i am here because i have u guys with me all da time~~~~