it's a sunday today...
a bad day for me...
an emo day for me...

i keep ask myself...
am i thinking too much?
why cant just let my brain rest??

my bestie once said,
things that bother you are different from things that bothers others...
but in so many years,
i realised...
i'm still trap at the same space...

is cz i never made any changes?
or issit this is my toughest challenge that i cannot get through??

i'm so sick and tired of those emoness...
those non stop haunting thinking...
but...
how can i get over it?
why do i take tears as my escapade?

why do i always hav to trap myself in?
i tot i tame the monster...
who knows, it's juz sleeping...
hiding deep down in me still?

i am still fightin...
who can be there with me till the end?

i wonder...